>>13379065Yeah I had the same feeling too for a while. Im now 20 and i had the same. I have a guy who I was best friends with growing up have his whole family ripped apart last time I heard of him, but now has a girlfriend and he is happy.
You never know what happens in the meantime.
On the other hand he told me a friend of ours from our childhood had his brother beaten to death and murdered when he was on vacation to spain. You never know what has happened to your friends.