>>13463614Not really. Had no idea I was a fucking sperg. My mother literally would beat me over stupid shit. Big boomer energy. I was a kid and as we drove past a house she made a comment about a person painting their deck a terrible color how it would lower the house value, I asked her why it mattered and if they liked the color who cares.
She literally reached over and started hitting me in the face.
I guess I was literally that "act normal" meme. I was literally beaten into mimicking normal, it made me really really good at lying. It's probably why I'm married. Like don't get me wrong. I love my wife. But idk if I love her the way other people love. I do things im suppose to cause that's what other people (supposively) do (ex. Random hugs, asking her if she wants stuff before I come home if I'm stopping somewhere, basic consideration?).
I guess long winded act normal? Fake it till you make it. Like I hate this. Cause it isn't a answer. But in the end it's the best I got, even if it's bad?
