>>13500232Not many anymore, man. I used to be able to sleep no matter what. I could be in the biggest fights with the gf, and she would be like
>I WANT TO SLEEP NOW!I would say "OK" and be fast a fucking sleep within minutes. She would get so angry at my not giving a shit, and then snoring on top of that, she would attack me and wake me back up...
No matter mow much shit I've gone through in my life, losing loved ones, jobs, opportunities... Losing houses due to being broke, and even possibility of prison time.
I STILL WOULD FALL ALSEEP WITHIN MINUTES, AND SLEEP FOR AT LEAST 5 HOURS.
Most of the time it was 5 hours, because I had work to do, but on days when I would sleep past 5, I would need to end up doing 10-12 hours.
Now, holy shit bro. I can't sleep at all. I bought a new thousands of dollars mattress, and I've adjusted my pillow game, I've lowered my temps and added more ambient noise...
I can't sleep at all. It's pathetic. I go to bed between 12-1am.
Then I just lay there for fucking hours. I just sit there. Sometimes I can feel the grasp of sleep taking me, and then womp, I'm back awake.
Before I know it, it's like 5am, and I still have not got hardly any sleep. Then around 7am I have to shit, and then I'm awake.
It's been like this for around a year. Maybe more. I've tired drinking myself to sleep, and it "works" but as soon as I sober up at around 4am, I snap awake. I've also tried drugs, and they don't work.
For whatever reason, I can only seem to sleep properly in the morning, after the sun comes up. And even then, I usually am supposed to be somewhere and can't sleep any longer.
You know what's really strange? I was fucking well known in my group of peoe to be falling asleep in night after work when everyone else was partying, and having a good time. I would be passing out with drinks in hand, and now, I don't ever sleep. Like ever.
Sure, maybe an hour or 2, if I'm lucky. Holy shit boys, I'm going crazy.
