>>13549877You're still young, and you should appreciate your learning, I'm not trying to be a patronizing dick, but being "aware" of the circumstances of hell and heaven it benefits you more by just being true to your spirit. The media is trying to sell us all to indignation and "hatred", which is rightfully hated; gay kids, rape gangs, substance abuse, all sorts of stuff. If I told you the truth, i'd feel as though I robbed you of your innocence and gleeful sense of "passion". My visions blurs and out shines blisters of rainbows as my pupils dilate, shadows creep in from my cellar door, my feet and hands sting from otherworldly things trying to torment me, someone runs around in my brain and is opening and closing doors. When I speak, I speak with the "dead". What is truth? Nature is the only truth I can desire, but there's more truth than what the mind should strive to posses in the delusion we wish to conjure in our fears and longings. I get rainbow bugs and windmills when I close my eye's from the youth of a girl somewhere in time that I love. Someone sends me a image of a spinning wheel laying rope and I rotate it with my imagination.
Sometimes I have assholes who send vivid images of horrific things like a young girls eating bugs, and I hear someone creepily laugh, and also a demon in all red wearing vinyl.
I'll tell you, there's no reason to go looking for something you are. You all all Sons of the most high and are in likeness to the holy one.
