Does anyone here ever get these fantasies where you go outside in the middle of the night at around 00:00 or so, to a public park or the forest or wherever, in total darkness, and you meet up with a girl randomly, you don't know her and she doesn't know you or maybe she does, and you just start talking with one another and it turns out you have a lot in common with her, and eventually you two hug and maybe even kiss and whatnot, and from there you abruptly acquire yourself a girlfriend and eventually start a family with her.

It's a very stupid and unrealistic fantasy, but I've noticed that I've been having such fantasies more and more often, mainly due to the fact that my porn addiction has gotten much worse through the years, it was manageable when I was 18, now I'm 22 and I can barely last a day without going to Google images and searching up boobs.

A big problem that's overlooked here in the west, is that the Jews have turned most if not all white men into lonely losers who have become addicted to escapism and comfort, and as a direct victim of this campaign to make us powerless, I must say, if I am mere days away from going an hero, then my brain is trying incredibly hard to cheer me up, by giving me all these sorts of wierd and vivid fantasies where everything ends happily ever after.

It's really depressing when I think about it, that the happiest moments of my life were just vivid images in my head.