>>1362631I have a shit attitude all around, I make bad choices, I shit on every opportunity, I sit on my ass all day and I continously distance myself from the people that care about me
I used to think I was a narcissist, but then I realized that was my father projecting his own narcissism onto me
I always faked a certain character to the point I no longer know who I really am or what I really what and how I should behave
my mom died when I was a kid, I had a hard drug problem, my dad neglected me during my adolescence and let me do what the fuck I wanted, that, let me tell you, it's not very good for a young person, leaving me directionless and totally demotivated to do anything, even the most basic survival day-to-day tasks
