>>1371286which part is screwing you up? the rolling part or the cooking of the omelette itself? ive never seen the chopsticks thing you mentioned
>>1371290>>1371292it used to be this sort of permanent female hallucination thing stemming from severe guilt and it was actually beneficial in a way but it left and i havent been able to function normally since it left and that was close to 2 years ago now (went from 3.4 GPA college student in good shape with a somewhat active social life to alcoholic NEET )
now its all seeing and feeling bugs, nightmarish creatures and hearing scary shit that i don't wanna hear, especially when im severely depressed. the most consistent problem is when i wake up i get sort of "stuck" in these nightmares and they persist for hours after i wake up and it fucks with my perception of what is reality. i had a major mishap at my brothers bachelor party where i was completely unable to tell what was real and i almost died trying to "wake myself up". my reality testing is quite bad.
i dont really get manic much anymore and if i do it passes quickly
>>1371398i hope RAM or an SSD is on sale..