>>13670847Wow, and here I was thinking I was pretty good for being so, so close to stricting my bodyweight. Never gonna make it. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. Why has the bloatlord forsaken me?
>'ll get to your post in the other threadAs you like. I wasn't expecting a response, and didn't write it in anticipation of one. I think I'm just going to go back to talking to myself soon enough. I think I've grounded myself almost enough for now. Too much people makes me despair. Too little makes me get delusional. And as a person defined by extremes, I inevitably bounce between them. Hysterical in my lack of agency, just like the rest of them. Knowing is a prerequisite for waiting. Power and powerful shouldn't have ever been conflated. I hate bacon.
>>13670857>even if you hate everyone else in the world don't hate yourself!The kind of person that can do that is actually worse off than the one who does hate themself. It means that in one way or another, they've removed themselves from the world. At least if he hates himself, his 'self' has some kind of context. It sounds bad, but at least there's a path back to solid ground.
