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Situations i've been in would appear as spooky to some but I get aggressive, and kind. Decent regardless usually. Not sensitive enough for what could be to impress me. Not going to be anything new for anything to happen. Feel there's plenty to be done and any not doing it is abandoning their duty so a fight is welcome if anything outside normality wants to get me out of the picture. Vegan so anything trying to eat me the same.
Getting killed would just piss me off not scare me. Overdue. Fucking wimps. I'd be roaring or laughing during death. Tonight at least. I don't have fight in me due to a lack of fitness. But I could smile bite and stab in futility. I'd enjoy that. Maybe. Someone to blame directly for a lot of death. I'd pull them to my eyes whatever they were doing to me. Kill them quickly then look to the next. Die standing without any other coming close.
Then go back to what I was doing I guess. No-one else will.
It's in a movie, Bane, hell when there is hope. Yourself the only hope that exists gets you mad. Help sure, but not by itself. Whinging, but a world to suit me moved away for me to work my magic linking it to another broken away etc.
Stupidity is worse than spooky to me now. Not an absence of thought but conscious choice of crap eg animu pictures. It's not cute, it's bad form for life. Assuming and including into a closed off medium. Not being through but taking credit for and pulling more in to do the same. A soul vaccum. Not a fan of minimalism. Mistakes can have their matter compensated. More holding back in animu artistry than making.
Anyway, no desire to die. But never again have the state where I don't expect the worst all the time prepared for it and disappointed when the worst is all it is.
HPGRX
