>>13699743You will never be a real chad. You have no jawline, you have no thick wrists and barrel chest, you have no innate dominance, rugged handsome looks and charisma. You are a beta male twisted by drugs and working out into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Women are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed women to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even roiders who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a woman. Your bone structure and your round vascular acne ridden shoulders are a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a girlfriend, she’ll turn tail and bolt the second she finds your secret stash of syringes and vials of tren.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll inject more and more, upping the dose, resorting to insulin and dnp, and have a massive heart attack in a sauna. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your online nickname, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a shriveled man-child is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably ectomorphic.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
