I want to be emotionally and physically abused by a female. Like I really want to fall in love with her and be hopeless while she continuously toys with me (but not cuck me with other dudes/gals) and give me a false sense of hope.

Then comes the part where she keeps teasing me with sex but always deny me the pleasure at the very last minute. On the rare events that she actually touched my disgusting peepee she'd act like I asked her to do the most uncomfortable thing in the world.