I often dream that a strong, pushy (hot) female to sexually abuse me, or rape me even. At first I'd have to hate it but after multiple times I became so attached to her I couldn't do anyone else but her.

That'd be exactly when she stopped wanting sex with me because she finds me boring. I'd beg and beg but she still wouldn't agree so I have no choice but to reverse the role and start to rape her for real.

But of course she'd be stronger than me so she easily turned the tide and violently beat me to a pulp. Then I'd have to beg her for forgiveness and to not call the cops and she would agree but only if I throw away my social life to become her obedient bitch.