>>13819139dude I know how you're feeling I've been there. Just know that somewhere out there in the world there is a girl who is perfect for you. she looks like how you want, she has the same interests as you, and you could talk to her for hours.
She exists but you cannot seek her out. You can't just go out on the street or go on tinder and find her. You have to follow the long and winding road of life and at some point at work or at a conference or on your way home from the gym you will meet her, and when you meet her you should be in the best shape of your life, and mentally healthy and cheerful and charismatic. If you're depressed or blackpilled or fat she will pass you by and you'll miss your chance.
All these pictures you're posting demonstrate that the average woman is picky and has unreasonable standards. It doesn't matter what the average woman is like. It doesn't matter if 99% of women suck. You only need one, the one.