>have mad depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, paranoia all that bullshit
>friend decided it would be a good idea to go to a nightclub
>one friend leaves early
>now it’s just me and my closest friend
>get scared whenever I loose her
>decide to hold onto her waist in a casual manor
>tells me not to do it Cus ppl will think we’re dating
>just wanted to dance with my friend
>go outside and have panic attack
>pass out a few times and regain consciousness in a car
>she’s not there
>panic.jpg
>driver tells me while I was passing out and panicking two strangers sat me down, calmed me down and helped me to the car
>mfw strangers care for me more than my friend ever would

Those two strangers said they’d call me in the morning to make sure I got home safe. Possibly the worst night of my life and idk if I wanna see my friend anymore. I feel abandoned by the only person I care about, yet I have a small amount of hope as those two strangers were too kind. Might throw myself off a bridge later this week