So around a year ago I broke up with my girlfriend of 2 years. I got a few one nights stands and flings at uni.

One day I was bored, and no girls on the go, and started looking at escorts. Not sure how I got looking at them, but next minute I had one booked and ended up sleeping with her. A week later I had a date, didnt go so well, we had no chemistry. So driving home feeling bad, I looked up escorts again, and the ended up sleeping with another one.

you can see how to ends up, I kept seeing escorts. Every type of girl imaginable I could sleep with. From the young red hair teen to a older women with children to someone from a another country. I just feel dirty after and enjoy that feeling. I like the feeling of going to a strangers house, knowing they will be touching me within 2 mins of me walking in. I like, how with some escorts (non-english), that they will no speak a word of english, but next thing i know, I am sleeping with them.

This addiction has affected my dating/relationship life. For example the last two girls I liked. I dated them, emotionally I enjoyed the relationships and their company, but I didnt want anything to do with them sexually, I just didnt feel the same adrenaline of seeing an escort.


so I need to drop this bad habit, I want to be back into a relationships again. I want to be normal again. I dont know who I can really talk to to help me overcome this issue.