>>13908723You are living everyday with something missing in your life, something that you thought was part of you, you try so hard to function properly since this thing went missing, this led to desperation and some sort of lack of meaning, despite that, you still stand and try to live your everyday life with your best, ignoring the negative thoughts, this will lead to a victorious state.
Someone you admire is there, thinking about you, innocent person they may seem, but they -most likely- have a negative implication on you, either intentionally or unintentionally.