>>13942284There's nothing that says you have to stop seeing him, you know. You might just have to settle for seeing him less now. I know how hard that can be though - knowing someone else is getting the most of their attention, while you're alone. It might be best to move on in that case, if you feel like it would be too hard to only have a little of him and not all.
I don't really have all the answers because I'm going through something similar but there's always hope I think, hope in finding someone new to fill that space. I mean I'm not sure if you two were romantically involved at all but you could always try looking for someone who fills that role as well. It might feel more fulfilling in a way, much more fulfilling than never being able to act on your feelings.
At any rate I hope one day you will find someone who loves you as much as you love them. It's what we all deserve I think <3