The album i've been waiting for for 7 years was released over a month ago, but there still public tabs only for 2 songs and both of those songs are not the ones i would like to learn, and i'm too stupid to figure out music by ear or even by eye from covers on youtube. God, why did you make me a self-taught idiot who doesn't know anything about music and can only learn from tabs?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZSrMw_VbanM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2eb_6rKX2s