So since there's so many right-wingers in this thread, I have a question to ask. I used to be very right wing, I grew up on /pol/. Now I'm a successful guy, not because I'm smart, but mostly because I was hard working in school. 4chan however was really my only form of entertainment. As I got older I left /pol/ and I started only browsing /lit/. I read a bunch of books, specifically reading through the eastern canon, reading the pedo French, Schopenhauer, Camus, Stirner, etc. But most importantly I read Nietzsche's Will to Power and the Antichrist. But now I just feel empty. I know he did not advocate for nihilism, quite the opposite, but that's where I have ended up. I do not believe in God, and can't bring myself to do so in a utilitarian way. What do I do? What beliefs should I hold? What values and virtues should I strive for? Nihilism is so empty that I'm kinda hoping to go back to being a /pol/ack, but it's not working. I look at my old eco-fash, esoteric memes. I literally have gigabytes worth of this stuff. I look back on it as funny memories, but I don't think I can go back. But I hate the way I am now, I'm miserable. Has anybody else been in a similar situation?
