>>14013944what made you this way if you don't mind the question? were you abused by girls when you were a child and ended up liking it?
in my case i spent a lot of time with my step aunt when i was a child. after a while she started wanting us to do certain things. for example she'd have me kiss her lower back and inner thighs and if i did it the way she liked she would reward me. someone found out eventually and she got arrested
i realize how messed up this sounds but i have missed her ever since. she never hurt me she took good care of me and made me feel loved. they never let me visit her in prison, not even after i turned 18