>>140575Man Cannot Remake himself without Suffering, for he is both the marble and the Sculptor.
Sometimes ignorance is less painful than learning the truth.
Would you rather go back to your former ambivalent self, knowing the pain is far greater?
In the meantime set up some habits for yourself. For habits in the intelligent man is a sign of ambition. Start easy. Floss one tooth. Make the bed.
Do one perfect pushup.
Cook fancy meals for yourself. Start with fancy tendies if that is your power level.
These build into what are known as Keystone habits.
In the meantime limit yourself to one redpill or happening a day, but do it well. Make a list of the redpills you have to take and take it slow.
Remember habits take about 45 days to lock in and about 25 to really be set, and only 1 second per day to make up your mind to do them.