>>14069770Being half asian is an unfortunate part of reality that I need to accept. It didn't have to be this way. I wish I wasn't.
My father could have married a white woman in America but he decides to go to Asia and marry a woman there.
I literally have nothing in common with that country. I don't speak the language. I don't know the culture. I don't even have Asian friends. But then again I grew up in a small suburban white majority town. There's nothing extraordinary about asian culture. I always found European and Western Culture from artwork, architecture, science, etc. There's nothing extraordinary about asian culture.
I wish I was 100% white. It didn't have to be this way. I try not to think about it and just focus on the positive things in life and work on making money so I can move out and start fresh. Not proud of it but it is what it is.