So many toxic gaslighting narcissists in my life , it never stops, they always communicate in signs or symbols, numbers, colors etc. , they always play a bunch of stupid mental games, and I'm pretty much a shut in neet at this point , none of which is my fault. I'm tired of the flying monkey's, the bullshit, the smear campaign, just shut up , and it's not even a free country anymore, I can't enjoy things like I used to , the only choice I have is stay locked in my room , watch TV or play video games, but they're always watching, lurking or trying to find a way to demoralize or ruin my life, I'm just sick of the shit.