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It's shit, and I spent it cleaning and cooking for the family meal, now am alone in my room. All holidays are like this for me. I don't have extended family come over or go other to them. I wish I didn't have extended family that most of them I don't see for years and so don't know them. Even when I was a kid, most were older and even the ones younger or around my age didn't even socialize with me. I find it bizarre that everyone else on holidays meets and talks to everyone in their family and has a fun time while I and other social outcasts sit in our rooms by ourselves. In it's raining and 15C outside when other parts of my state are getting a white Christmas. And the dinner is just going to be my family talking over me.
