>>14186150ok understood. let me argue your paranoia out to its inevitable conclusion now for you on 4pol.
nothing is necessarily true about what you believe right now about anything. even your mother might have lied about birthing you since you cannot know (have memories) that far back due to fundamental differences in your neural network. in fact, almost all of physics is deterministic. this means you are more like a car being driven around by an external agent anyway than the person you believe yourself to be. you now know you have no reason to fear death. you have spent almost all of history dead already and it was a piece of cake. soon you will be back to billions of years of nothing time forever, and so will every other human to ever live when our species becomes extinct, replaced by the next novo sapiens. you are alive, that is a fact though. and what that means is you have the ability to trust in something false (which no rock can do). whatever way you choose to live, it will necessarily be built brick-by-brick off some trust foundation which is just the fact of life living. since you have to build trust in reality up one brick at a time, just know that everything that comes after your first trust assumption will always depend entirely on never questioning that root base trust assumption (it must never change or else the wall falls down). so now focus on the elements of your life you believe are true without trustable evidence. for example, there is no reason to believe i am a person trying to talk to another person. no reason. take your paranoia apart with this logic when something you believe is also not worth trusting based on evidence (like glowniggas and janitation). your paranois will not survive logical scrutiny, because otherwise it would be evidence based beliefs and outside the DSM definition.
