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Lying down with an undiagnosed lowerback injury I think i got from lifting wrong, which has ruined my life since February 2021 for the past year, and it felt like blood was getting cut off to one side of my neck and I was passing out. Well suddenly I felt this super buzz and ultra loud tinnitus from my lower back and I suddenly couldnt move or talk and there was heavy throbbing in my head like I was about to have a stroke. I got out of it then it happened again, I am now lying totally still afraid of moving. I think my life is over. I didn't want my life to be like this. Depressed as shit my whole life, trying to turn things around in my mid 20s then dying of paralysis/stroke from a stupid injury I got while lifting too much. I hate this so much, so scared, I think this might be the last thing I get to say to anyone. I cant believe i went through life never truely loving or connecting with anyone, and the last year of my life was just pain and suffering and loneliness learning how everyone like me is going to die out, how only evil fuckers win in the end, the worlds going to get worse and worse. Its so fucking unfair. I hate this. Why did my life turn out like this!? The side of my head and neck is violently throbbing, jesus fuck I hate this so much. I'm so so goddamned alone.
