I was raped a few months ago while I was camping in the woods. It was getting dark, I was alone and a tall scrawny man came over to me, pulled me in my tent and fucked me brutally. It hurt like hell, I was completely overpowered and it was one of the few times I feared for my life. I am homosexual, but that ordeal left me with some serious PTSD and since then I can't avoid feeling rage and disgust towards other gay men, especially those that are into BDSM. I don't know what to do with these emotions and they are not going away anytime soon.