>Be me
>Hellish day at school after being bothered by blacks and Jews to put my mask over my nose
>Couldn’t work up the confidence to talk to the cute long haired brunet boy during lunch
>City is absolutely miserable, everything is run down looking and everyone is dysgenic looking
>Return home
>Waiting in the lobby for the elevator
>There is a rather cute slightly tall blonde boy with nice banged short hair and a innocent looking face, he’s walking around and is messing with a luggage carrier
>Seems a bit autistic or something by how he moves
>Elevator comes
>Hold the door
>Waiting in elevator, just looking at him
>He’s moving in place in a rather weird way, doesn’t say a word but seem happy in a naive way
>Wish I could say something, but not enough time and not sure how old he is (hard to tell because he’s nearly the same height as me)
>Oh how cute he is!
>Makes me happy, but wish I could say something, angry the elevator ride is so short and I could only see him so quickly
>Go upstairs and sit in my room
>Feels bad man
Why are there so many cute boys yet they seem so hard to get? They all seems so distant… or if you talk to them they turn out to be straight. And I didn’t begin seeing cute guys IRL till this year. It’s like the gods are taunting me. Just out of reach…