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Quoted By: >>1435810
Hello world!
I've a problem and I don't know how to overcome it even tho I've been at different places like the psychologist and so on..
But I can't get my self to bring people over to my place for visits and because of that, all my friends have left me 3-4 years ago and i haven't seen another person other than my family in years.. I don't even go shopping because I'm so scared of something bad happening to me.. I feel like the world is after me and even tho i know it's not i just can't seem to let my fear go.
10 years ago today is when shit hit the fan (so-to-speak)
I've been bullied, beaten up and running with fear from people who wanted to kill me and my close family because of one of my family members was a hardcore dealer.. They used to be in a gang too..
So how can i let my fear go? How can i let the past be the past and finally do shopping on my own, go to school and then finally, invite someone over?
I've a problem and I don't know how to overcome it even tho I've been at different places like the psychologist and so on..
But I can't get my self to bring people over to my place for visits and because of that, all my friends have left me 3-4 years ago and i haven't seen another person other than my family in years.. I don't even go shopping because I'm so scared of something bad happening to me.. I feel like the world is after me and even tho i know it's not i just can't seem to let my fear go.
10 years ago today is when shit hit the fan (so-to-speak)
I've been bullied, beaten up and running with fear from people who wanted to kill me and my close family because of one of my family members was a hardcore dealer.. They used to be in a gang too..
So how can i let my fear go? How can i let the past be the past and finally do shopping on my own, go to school and then finally, invite someone over?
