The reason you're a pedo is because you were taken advantage of and want to take advantage. You want to feel in control and steal back your childhood but you don't have a time machine so you aspire steal it from other children. Not saying you were RAPED or that you will rape but the idea of being able to take want you want from a physically weaker being turns you on and that's sick.

Stop being delusional and thinking that disrespecting the boundaries of others is "cute" or normal. Kissing or otherwise molesting someone without consent is BAD, not as bad as rape but bad. Learn this before you go and feel up a little girl with the idea that you're a superhero because you are "just giving her affection" and not physically harming her. Seek professional mental help as well.