I never told you this but after a month in the hospital psych ward, they shackled me, threw me in the back of a filthy van, and drove me to the state asylum where I stayed from January 14th to June 9th (5 months) and i had to work my way out to get accepted to this shitty private facility where I atleast get my phone, and I have been here for 7 months.
13 month long shitshow and still going

I snuck a picture of my psych ward room timestamped and sent it to my discord friend because 4chan was blocked, but he never posted

My (only) friend tried to smuggle me an e-cig but they rerurned the package because they thought it was sus, and he used a phony address so he never got it back

The state asylum was like a feedlot where they overfed mentally ill cattle carbs and antipsychotics

The psychiatrist there was a little romanian old lady with an accent

They sent me here as a step-down from the asylum before i get to go to my own apartment again

By the looks of it now I have to wait to get the tbi waiver to pay for home health nurse and possibly the next step now is to make me do ANOTHER months long step-down program before i can finally go home, probably won't be until May or June

I try to tell them this is all a waste of time and I'm as better as i'm going to get but they don't listen