>>14403161take it from me then
maybe but you should either have a high enough T to be a man or low enough T to be a cute twink then your prefrence would be manly men with big cocks and not underage girls
youre just awkwardly in the middle youre probably a fat neet who jerks off to anime alot judging by your tastes and T levels and i dont think anyone finds that attractive
my advice is to either take HRT and get fit or go outisde and maybe go to the gym