islam says if i kill someone along with myself, if the person i kill is someone who does not submit to islam i attain paradise immediately. if i was reffered to as chrsit jesus and truly do have at least 2 billion followers who do not submit, if i intentionally ruined my life or any chance at being with them, thats two billion jihads, along with if any police put me in a prison who also didnt submit to allah, at the same time, people would be pissed at who kept me in a prison, even past my 30th birthday which could be known as OM as 911 looks like the OM symbol. isnt it great to be that big of a dick?> i dnot think anyone coul compete. i would feel bad but i never got what i want, as a voice has said that it thought i knew, proving that it didnt know that i didnt know, also asking me if i accept christ,also pointing out that it didnt have an all knowing god it submitted to. when is paradise gonna happen cause it could keep getting worse!