>>14587743like this? how you are? i just came back from a 6 month break actually, but before that i was just like you. however im just talking about never being able to enjoy anything. i've been filled with perpetual angst and frustration for years and the possibility of a happy future grows increasingly slim, hopelessness incarnate. sorry anon, some people dont get good endings. try to do something though, anything, even if it's a bother, this fate is agonizing and i wouldn't wish it upon anyone.