>>14592715YOU wish.
you wish Reality was something it's not. I'm going to sympathize with you and indulge (anonymously) that I have thought about transitioning in my life. These thoughts really plagued my mind eating at me when I looked at the mirror. But, unironically, I started reading. Manga like Berserk, vagabond, and Greatest teacher onizuka; books like Uncle Teds manifesto, Nietzsche, and Religious texts. My thoughts of dysmorphia were not just swept away but eradicated. The lessons of hard truth are hard but so goddamn worth it. I was born a man, and nothing will change that. I was born Short (68-69 inches) and nothing I do can control that. All I can do is accept reality and bear with it. I really recommend you read Berserk. don't just gawk over Griffith but try and understand Guts' character. Kentaro Miura did the world a favor with his storytelling, don't let it go to waste.
with genuine sympathy, I have to tell you. You will never be a woman.