>>364243617I was in the process of committing to my gf of 4 years, was going to propose to her this summer and wanted to move in together after a month or 2 of starting a new job.
instead, she decided to end our relationship on a whim because she didn't want to wait 2 months, have kids anymore, or own a home. Instead, she's out spending the money she has saved towards a down payment for a house, getting drunk, and going out daily to have fun and escape responsibility and reflection.
I wasted 4 years working towards having a stable job to provide for her and give us breathing room, so she could go back to get her masters and we could have kids. I don't have the patience nor will to try this again but now end up 35 and alone. I'd rather just be alone and do whatever the fuck I want, how I want, and with who I want. And sex is overrated, easier to just get a whore or use my hand than go through some of the hoops put up.
