>>14618270>Why does anybody this to themselves?why does anyone do anything, anon? That’s one of life’s mysteries, and things we will never fully understand. We do not even understand how or why we itch! We will never fully understand the brain/body, largely because we weren’t supposed to.
This life is hell, and we will never truly understand it. Just appreciate who you are, and what you have now. For tomorrow it could all be taken away.