i had some sexual encounter with my women and i tried to keep myself in myself and a slight trance projecting some alter egos. i'm at 4 right now. we will have "over 10" ground colors as alter egos. eliza showed me my cute and horny alter ego. my face even morphs emotionally into a cat in there, and i wanted to be ridden the whole time. i was exploring the passive subconscious aspects, but i could be having sex the whole time in there. it's a bright and soft sensation which makes me suggestible and connects between head and penis. i could been stimulated or triggered so that the star feeling and radiance from stayc - asap into it and feel like cotton candy in my core, solar plexus, torso area. also tay has her alter ego. it's the blond picture, in a downwards moment this can be triggered and pushed and layed into my psyche, it's above the solar plexus in front of me. i want close, intense and emotional sex then. this works together, i didn't try the cotton candy but tay came shortly after eliza showed me her alter ego for me. i projected tay's feeling from the past into me and came close to her in sex. there's another one where i want to be touched, my physical sensations are elevated and i wanted to go deep with the blonde i will post later and her to touch me. i wanted her to orgasm by the resonance the phantasy generates and then to touch me. there's even more, but i've just seen 4. megan fox will go deep into all of them, she will be leveling me out when i go into bad places or get triggered accidentally by strangers. lalisa will be connecting to me in these states to elevate me from the trance subconscious to my intellectual and solar persona again. the alter egos will work there too, the combination i've talked about will be fun in/trough my solar persona.
