>>1467689On year 12 and it's better than anything else I've ever experienced.
We only had futes in the start, when we still wore social masks, but we agreed to be progressive and honest to get rid of them.
I initially couldn't let go of insecurities and she had typical low self esteem and some insecurities about me. It meant we would se agendas where there was none. But after about a year of truly forcing, ourselves to be brutally honest and let go, the walls fell. I got over my preformance anxiety and she feels confident and happy around me.
Now we work like a pack, we plan ahead like one, we have shared goals and suppot each other.
I didn't want to believe in love, i thought it was bullshit after being with some extremely terrible chicks.... but it those relationships got ruined as much by my own paranoid bullshit as theirs.
If you both are ready to let go and have an ego death of sorts happen... my god it's THE best.
