>>14746982I don't know man, I always get this weird aversive feeling whenever a girl is so direct and asks me out to "drink coffee at Starbucks" or "learn at the library together".
Since living like a shut-in, I've been content. Whenever a uni peer asks me to meet up, especially women, I always tell them "no" (unless I know they're of good character). I can't interact with the average normie and am fighting disease; on top of that am unvaxxed, so I can only imagine what my peers in uni would think kek. I thought there was something wrong with me in the past growing up, but now I see that people have this fake happiness going on and are all desperate to fill in that void of loneliness.
Not having to deal with fake interactions and acting to fit in line with a sick environment, is liberating.