>>14749691Learn that people are just statistics, and pawns you can sacrifice at anytime if you have them on your board, being lonely and needing intimacy could be nice but it wont solve your problem find something you feel would make you appreciate life more perhaps something in science and maths try Nuclear science you may like it alot, start with Daltons atomic theory and build up if you dislike it. Search for something else you might like in the field of science.