I need help Bant. I had no where else to confess. I am attracted to a girl from the church. The problem is she has 2 daughters and just divorced, she is also blonde and kinda chubby. I don't even find her that much attractive, but she is so passionate, friendly and such a good person to me, and sees me as a friend. She divorced her ex because he was an alcoholic and hit her face once. The problem is, i also had a problem with alcohol in the past, i got involuntarily commited to a mental health clinic once, and feel so guilty about masturbating to her pics on facebook. Sometimes i simp her in the comments. I don't stand a change. Please i need some advice.