>>14865582I refused therapy before when it was offered to me because I don't trust them.
Doing something productive is hard because I have no motivation at all. I procrastinate all things to the last moment.
It's like I am waiting for something to happen. Perhaps that the Lord will strike me down? Who knows.
About starving, it doesn't work well because every time I do so I get some eating attack and eat everything I see around me.
I am very fine.