>>148687God doesn't simply exist to provide a love-rejecting stranger with a sex slave. Your entire mindset is wrong.
Without love, your parents would not have existed to raise you. If your parents didn't love you, they wouldn't have fed you, they'd have eaten you like some cursed Africans do.
I think your family does love you but you've distanced yourself from them because you are bitter. Without love, life wouldn't exist because everyone would have murdered each other from the start.
How can someone who doesn't even know you, provide you with the desires of your heart, if you're rejecting Him and the people trying to help you find Him?
Why do you need to kiss someone? It doesn't define who you are. And fornication isn't God's will, people who do it don't go to heaven. You can have sex with a loving wife, not with someone you use as a sex object.
