>>14902489sometimes i get sad when i see a couple, something about the fact that they've had sex that day or will later freaks me out, it's still crazy to me that sex is a normal part of life because i just don't really focus on it that much, i just have goals to achieve in my life, nothing crazy obviously. i also get frustrated and sad when a girl stares at me, compliments me, or shows interest in me like complementing my hair or face, i think it's because i hate myself and if i don't do the goals i want to do in life i'll die with a lot of regrets and i can't have a woman distract me. i know i'm weird and autistic, but uhhhhhh sorry for the blog post, i kinda hate how society frowns on people not having sex though fuck
