I'm really sorry for all the transphobic "jokes" i have made, reason why i hated trans people is jealousy. i knew one transwoman who was loved by many and achieved lots of her goals, she was living a very happy life, i thought the only reason why people loved her was because she was trans. I had nothing that she had, everytime i saw her or heard about her i was filled with rage, i started hating not only her but everyone who didn't agree with me. Soon everyone left me and i was left all alone. After that i started doing same thing on the internet. But now i realize that the reason why people loved her was because she was great person, maybe if i stop being hateful and try to become better person people will start liking me. I will apologize to her and everyone that i have hurt, it's never too late to apologize