You have nowhere else to go except this place, you spend your whole day interacting with people here, you will stay here forever, Yet instead of trying to make place where you spend most of your time better you only try to ruin it, instead of becoming friend with only people you talk with you try to become their enemy. You might think that random person on the internet will never be your friend, but you fail to realise that you'll be spending many years with them, during that time many things will change in your life, people will come and go, but people here will always stay with you. You call people who talk with each other "discord trannies", you probably don't know but talking with other people is totally normal thing to do, everyone does it in real life and on the internet. Despite things you have done before people here still don't hate you and are always ready to help you, you simply need to accept the truth.