any rags to riches or riches to rags stories in your cunt or internationally (starting at one place to continue a plan in another?)

>be me
>used to be pretty androgynous and good looking
>very inspired and ambitious
>decide to save up money to move to japan for uni
>work 70 hours a week minimum wage from 2017-2022 (22-26 years old in this timeframe) to save up enough money, live in parents basement
>in the meantime become alcoholic, severe stress, lose my health insurance
>fast forward to now
>in tokyo
>fat (95kg/178cm)
>balding severely, hair is thin and frizzy, no longer cute femboy
>huge sunken eyebags
>huge smile lines and crows feet
>posture like the letter C
>try going out and meeting girls in tokyo
>they unironically and quite literally recoil in fear when they see me coming to hit on them
>salarymen and old women look at me in disgust
>got made fun of in a bar last night by a young japanese guy in shibuya for being bald
>denied entry to a club
>overheard japanese girl say to her boyfriend 'why are foreigners so weird and ugly' while staring right at me (he bowed and apologized and told her to shut up at least)
>class is full of hot european students in their early 20s
>they go out without me

what do bros...what style is 'in' in your cunt? at least until I get back into skincare, lose weight and get a wig i'm not going to be able to rock the androgynous look anymore, i look more like smeagle from lotr than a girl now

Appearances mean everything here.

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