>into 16-17 y/o teen girls
>decide to click a discord link to a “teen leak” server, against better judgement
>its not teens its just blatant child porn
>server is one of multiple with thousands of members
>Notification literally every second of a new person joining

Evil is real and less secretive than you believe. It is very easy, and far more popular than any governing body would ever admit.
I am not innocent and feel undeserving of love or success solely for viewing those images. My life is permanently worse because of my own choices. Loli fags kill yourselves.