>>15034398>Distant, yet overly manipulative mother who has a victim complex>Her stepfather used to beat her and her mother and I am pretty sure he raped her>No he is not my real dad. I was born 12 years after she met my dad and he beat up her stepfather and they never saw him again>Beat me until she couldn't when I was about 9 since I was a strong, active child and played multiple sports>Literally tried to smack me one day and I just braced and stared her down so she went for my head with a closed fist>Hurt like hell but I forced a laugh and told her she cant hurt me anymore>never tried to hit me again>my crime was forgetting to get my lunchbox out of my bag for a few hours>last time she or I initiated a hug must have been kindergarten or year 1>two sisters one older one younger - both of them minor reflections of my mother>also have a barely cordial relationship with them>Get on with dad and he just persists due to catholic upbringing he is married come hell or highwater>Never, ever initiated relations with any girl or women ever>There was a rumour I was gay since I turned down multiple girls in school then my dad found out and nearly had a breakdown over it. (No not an incel or some fever dream by some anime tard, I genuinely am incapable of trusting other people especially women.)>Dad ended up taking me to a brothel at 15>To this day I feel no difference between a whore and a so called 'partner'.>Had a couple of GF's - one I was madly in love with and we were engaged - she cheated on me with my best mate and justified it that as a 19 year old apprentice I was working too much.>My mother literally had a smile on her face when I told my parents because she hated my fiancé who ignored her most of the time.Do I now, or ever want to fuck my mother or sisters or family members?
Absolutely fucking not. I like the ideal of a caring mother and familial sisters. I have seen it in some of my mates families but to me it is alien.
